I am slowly coming around to think I may go ahead and steer this blog into my craft, etc. I may be learning but I am not slow. I am beginning to see no benefit in dragging this out. I think if I start shaping it as I go it will grow toward what I want it to be. An online journal with my life experiences but my soul purpose is to answer that age old question of Who I am. Everyday I am actively working toward finding my niche in this life. I want it to be something I have a passion for and get great enjoyment out of. All while hopefully helping others by sharing my experience, past, pain, hope and optimism. I am not going to be able to blog everyday. I have a very full life already. So, once I do a total face lift, I'll pick a day or two a week and those will be my blogging days. I'm really into finding things I enjoy doing that I could help provide for my family with, also. I will continue working on my crafts, art, sewing, etc and share those steps here on this blog. I am going to interlace this with date nights, vacations, etc.
So, In conclusion, I've got a plan and I'm going to work toward it and adjust as I go. On a more personal note, my husband and I are going to move forward with a formal adoption. It's what we've wanted and I just needed to give my daughter's biological father a second chance. I needed to do this because his family was robbed of the opportunity to watch my girl grow up. But if the truth is told, then now they know and it is something they have to live with now. I have done all I can. I can live with myself. I am the same wonderful loving and caring person I've always been only better now because I am older, wiser and more responsible. I am different but the same. What makes me different is I have grown up and became a wife and mother. I am very good at these jobs that God has given me. I am the very best me everyday and I can close my eyes at night knowing in my heart I have done all the right things and I have no regrets.